December 2011
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February 2011
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New song I’ve been working on....
Work
So as of lately things have been super busy. I’ve not REALLY blogged in forever. Since the last time, the business has been going strong. Sure we’ve had our ups and downs, but its going quite swimingly! We are currently working close with many non profs and benefits along with a lot of big names such as Andrew W.K. All in all we’re moving at about the perfect pace. Other than...
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October 2009
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August 2009
3 posts
Business
Business has been in full affect as for the last week or so. We’ve encountered numerous problems and have been brought a couple of hiccups, but morale is high and we’re pushing through. This is so much bigger than what we’ve done before. In a way, I feel like we’ve been building up to this moment. Everything Nabeel and I have done in the past has led us here. This is...
Chicago TWAN
So I’ve moved back and I’ve started to move in to the peehole. We’ve made some arrangements and business is starting. My room is coming along and the 3rd and a half floor is going to be awesome! Things have very much changed and things are on the way towards being new and ridiculous. I can’t wait!
Luck
Just my luck, just as I thought things were going to work out and finally settle: Everything falls apart. Through a series of horrible events, I’ve been dealt the cards I’ve gotten so many times before. I’m moving AGAIN. I’m looking for something else. I’m going to look else where for hope. Im moving to Chicago and that’s that. I’ve got a back up plan if...
June 2009
3 posts
Denver
So. It has been about three weeks since I’ve moved out here ti Denver. Things are going pretty hard out here. It gorgeous and I’m having a good time, but finding a job, being homeless, and trying to manage a graphic novel is tough work. This is really the big test. I’ve got a little over a month til my room mates start filing in and I have so much still to do, not to mention my...
DENVER
The west has taken me. This past week has been ridiculously out of the norm. My BIG move to Denver went pretty smooth. Now, all thats left is a shit ton to do. I gotta settle, find a job, figure out where I’m staying for a few months, find a job, hunt for a house, get some freelance work, fix a bike, did I mention FIND A JOB?! Anyways, It’s been wild and crazy and NO internet filled....
May 2009
6 posts
Point of No Return...
Soooo… In about 2 weeks I will be getting on an airplane, headed to new lands. I’m moving and I’m not looking back. I’m kinda really scared, but also very excited. Sometimes though I wish I had a time machine. I always feel like I’m running out of time, or I never have enough of it. Things are falling into place and I’ve already started making my rounds of...
TRAVEL
I’ve been doing an extra amount of travel in lately. It’s kind part of my very long process of making my rounds. I have A LOT of people to say goodbye to and there’s a list. Anyways, within the last three days I’ve been in Rockford/Belvidere, Chicago, Dekalb, and Grinnel (IA). Let me tell you: it’s a whole lot of driving, not a whole lot of showering, and a ton of no...
CHANGE.
So in recent weeks, things have kind of changed! My original moving date has been moved up and I have just purchased my one way ticket. I’ll be flying off to the great state of Colorado on June 9th. If you already haven’t heard I will be heading a team of amazing artists in our development and production of a new graphic novel as a response to our earlier award winning comic book. This...
EVER?
Have you ever woken up with this feeling of anger or being upset? Well today was one of those days for me. It’s still early and I’m not sure how the rest of the day will unfold, but I’m sure if I keep my head up, I’ll only be disappointed once again. Is it futile for us, or at least me, to be positive and have a great outlook in life? Am I being cynical or bitter?...
April 2009
1 post
WEEKS
A few weeks have passed by and I’ve been spending more and more time in Chicago. jI feel more at home here now. I have more family here then at home. Plans have been falling into place for my move this summer. Plans have kinda moved up so I’ll be leaving a bit earlier. It’s all very exciting, but also scary at the same time. I’m actually being a grown up and going out on my...
March 2009
26 posts
Interesting Point.
I’ve come to a very interesting point in my attitude as of lately. I’ve become tiresome and quite apathetic about some of my friendships. The reason being that they’ve seemed a bit one way. I think sometimes I put too much of myself out there and expect too much in return. I believe that I’m going to start to keep myself in check and not act unless something has been acted...
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dColour Series
NEW ABSTRACT SERIES
Technique:
Series of photos, in the art of painting with light, digitally layered to create abstract images.
Concept:
The beasts and monsters that live inside of me, finding there way out of me, captured in front of me, displayed for the world right beside me.
Inspiration:
Lack of sleep, too much on my mind, and no real words to describe it how i feel.
Players / Tools:
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All Night Long.
So, recently I’ve been trying to get back on track with my sleep schedule. Trying to be a normal person. I guess that’s not possible. I was probably never meant to sleep like a normal person. I even tried the strongest over-the-counter sleeping aids, double dosages, and still NOTHING.
News: Things with Lisa and I have seem to go back to normal. We’re having our daily...
I'm Not There
I’m Not There was the “Dylan” movie. It’s not necessarily ABOUT Dylan, but it definitely is inspired by the music and the life of Bob. It’s a really well done film, but it moves fast so be on your toes. It jumps around a lot, but does have some continuity. The overall feel of the movie I believe is showing us the true essence of who Bob Dylan really was; his attitudes...
I need help.
I think I will start the search for medical and professional help. My anxiety and stress levels have been off the charts lately. I’m at breaking point and it doesn’t feel good. It feels like a monster inside of me that is growing and I can’t stop it. Anything that happens and anything anyone says will just fans the flames. My vision blurs and sharpens erratically as my heart...
48
The last 48 hours have been ridiculous / foolish / interesting / crazy / fun / normal. Good if anything, over all. Full disclosure might not be possible at this juncture in time, but trust me when I say that it was nice. A vacation from the mundane, monotonous motions of everyday life. I hope Things will be OK.
MAN DAY
Today has been filled with anger, yelling, dirty jokes, video games, and cuss words.
The rest of the day will include westerns, steaks, beer, and more video games.
Dexter . Halo . Jager .
Tonight is going to be, has been a gooooooood night. Chris, Alex and I are hanging out for the first time in a long long time. It’s been a really good day. We ventured for about two hours at Rock Cut State Park, we got some steaks for tomorrow, and we’re throwing back some awesome drinks. I have some new pictures. Check my FLICKR asap.
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Reunion.
Last night a few of my old high school friends along with some others decided to go to a party in town. Unbeknownst to us many others from our high school showed up. Awkwardness filled the air like a plume of smoke from a wild fire. Drunkenness and stupidity made everything better, it seemed. All in all I think it was a great night. Everyone had fun. Everybody wanged, everybody chunged. B-b-b-back...
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Is it more stupid to fall in love and get hurt…?
OR is it more stupid to guard your heart in order to not get hurt?
We all get hurt, I think. Regardless of what we try to do. You go all in and you’re bound to fall face first and if you try to avoid it, you’ll hurt the ones you really love along with yourself. So where do we go from here…? I refuse to believe that there is...
I called...
AND I don’t care if everyone thinks it’s a bad idea. I missed her. I missed her voice. We’re going to decide if we can see each other by thinking about it these next few days. I’m not sure if I’m ready. She’s not either. We’ll see what happens, I guess.
To Call or Not to Call...
That is the question. Right now, I know she’s on her way home. Do I call and
tell her what’s been on my mind for the last 2 weeks….? Or do I stay silent,
hoping that this emptiness will help heal everything. I’m so torn and I’m pretty
sure it could go either way, good or bad. Everyone has barred me from seeing
her and reaching her, but… she’s hands...
She's Coming Home...
If it weren’t any harder. I receive news that SHE will be back in town for the week. She originally was going to LA for spring break, but as plans fell through she decided to come home. I just went through a barrage of emotions. I started to freak out and didn’t know what would happen. I just ended up laughing my ass off as the switch finally clicked. I finally lost it. I miss her soo...
Mornings in Boone County
Calm, quiet, bitter cold, and empty. I woke up this morning with nothing in sight and nothing to remember. It’s the limbo that constantly tears my mind into a series of contemplative thought processes that have no end and/or solution. Pretty heavy stuff for just waking up, eh? Anyways, I’ve got no plans today and I’m feeling ultra uncreative. I hope i can get something good for...
FRICK FRICK FRICK
So today was quite lonesome. My parents just left for Europe and my sister has already been over there for the last week. This left my dog, Charcoal, and I the house. I didn’t do much today, but paint. I’ve been struggling lately with a few things and today it felt as if it was the hardest day yet. You see, I’ve recently lost one of my best friends. Now not lost as in...
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